I find I oscillate between feeling fired up and ambitious, to wanting to live on a quiet farm and tend a garden.

It’s easy to think the options are: Ambition vs. Contentment But really there’s positive/negative sides to each:

AmbitionContentment
PositiveExcited to use ones gifts for goodSustainable work, rest and fulfillment in truth
NegativeSelfish striving and stressComplacency and sloth; wasted potential

Two dangers: getting stuck in the negative row, but also having only one of the columns! It’s hard to stay in the positive row without both.

So, I would like to focus on both positive ambition and positive contentment.

That’s the line many people I admire walked.