When I feel bored it’s my fault.

Sometimes at work I feel bored. Or sitting on the couch at home. I think, in pretty much every circumstance, it’s actually my fault if I feel bored.

For these reasons:

  1. So much is available on my phone, including arguably the most powerful knowledge tool invented by humans so far in GPT-4.
  2. I have agency. I fundamentally believe in an internal locus of control; I can actually affect the outcomes in my life.
  3. I’ve been not bored before; I can think of plenty of examples of using my skills/opportunities/gifts to tackle something interesting.

Now being a “hyper-productivity, podcasts on 10X speed” type of person sucks too.

The secret to doing good research is always to be a little underemployed. You waste years by not being able to waste hours. — Amos Tversky

So what is the sense of “bored” meant here? A feeling of “I don’t have something to do and I’m kind of annoyed about it and for some excuse, I’m not doing anything to change this situation.”

Excuse-driven lethargy. That is my fault and worth avoiding.